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MY BEAUTIFUL LIFE

GIVEN BY MY BEAUTIFUL LOVER.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Gratefulness Overwhelms...
okie apologies to all faithful blog readers [actually busy-bodies whom i love(:]...decided to blog out of a sudden after readin my christmas cards. This is the second year Christmas cards made me tear, the cards that touches me the most are those that came from friends I seldom meet or hang out with. These cards act as a reflection of whom I have become over the year, how God has been so good to me and the many many blessings i just had to sit down and count.

Simple cards from someone-joan. thanking me for leading her to Christ 2 years ago, because that one hour talk, her entire life was changed. it's these people's changed life, that made every effort i make worth it. in view of all these changed eternity, all my hard work, all my tears, all my sleepless nights seem so sweet.

a card that made me tear was Jency's. "friends for life"....this always sounded to cliche, but this time i could feel and be sure that we mean it. after walking me through that 6 months, i know the friends i'll ever need for life. this is the first time in my life i've ever appreciated friendship so much. "God thank you, thank you and thank you for giving me friends i can rely on for the rest of life".

these affirmation made normal things we do seem just so 'outstanding'. and that's the power of these heart felt affirmation. it reminds us that what we have done, someone sees and appreciates, it's not in vain. man....a thought came to mind, if a heart felt affirmation from people touched me this much, a heart felt affirmation from God would melt me inside out.

everyone commented on my growth after coming back from the states, it also made me thank God again and again for bringing me there. for picking me up with his love and grace when i fell, or being my all when i am no one at all, for being faithful all the way faithful when i lost all faith. words cannot fully express this gratefulness i have towards God for this year, it's probably a turning point in my christian life. "you won my heart God..."

6 years ago, i am a nobody, 6 years later, i thought being a shepherd, being a CL, being a UL was somebody, from 2009 onwards, remind me Lord, I am nobody without you....There's so much more I want to know about you,to be like you. 2009 is exciting!...Lead me on....

12:05 AM ♥

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