One Precious Life...

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Another goodbye...

This was a last picture...everyone either left, leaving next wed except for like me and 2 other cast member
I love this photo!!

This is a Ashni, a girl from England..

This is my twin...she's like my sister- Jenny..tell ya people more about her..

Look, Leo's a big Bully. This Mexican started this program on the same day as I did. We were trained together...

Fooling around with some weird glasses, I wonder why people would want to buy them.
Don't they look cool?

Eric...oh, I miss this chinese looking french guy. I helped him in this first few weeks, he's annoying most of the times, but I'm missing the annoying work times:(

Oh Roberto..a fierce looking but very sweet Mexican guy. I really miss him too...cried when he left..

This is the last picture of them working 'hard'. I was collecting hangers...they were putting away some random stuff..

This is Roberto and his rented car..cools huh..he drove us home on his last day..oh man,that day was so so sad..

Here's my peter pan-Paul. We hang out quite alot, he's really reallu fun to hang out with. aw I miss him..

Melaine a very sweet and nice french girl. we promised to meet again even if it's 10 years down the road when we have our little Melaines and Christine...

Gaby(: oh..a very nice spanish girl..

This is my Suki from hong kong. I'm like her mother, asking her to eat more everytime I saw her. I miss her...

This is Mickey...hahaha yeah but she's not a mouse

Sophia..This girl is awesome,once when i was so sick, she gave me her home cooked food. She cooked me so yummy home cooked food. a very very sweet girl, very helpful..definitely love her and missing her..this picture was taken on her last day.

Some random picture taken on the way to work..Leo and Victor..

This is me and Hasanah. hahaha this girl, I see her at home and at work, she's from NYP too..
We're pretty lucky to be posted to the same store...

This is the bed i sleep on every sat when i stay over at my pastor's family's place. The stuffed animals are the ones their daughter evangeline put on my bed every sat. she's a very sweet girl. She'll give me different soft toys to sleep with every sat...I love playing with her..

This is our Worship team...Chris,Enoch,Rose (His mom,also the pastor's wife),me, Pablo,Josline

Enoch,Pablo,Tiffany and Sean

me and Pablo..he joined us for the summer but left for his home in another city in florida. oh man, i'll miss all his nonsence..

This was taken today..updated huh?
It's a Water Baptism at Living Stone Church. it's their first water baptism ceremony..

Sorry it's dark, but it's Jenny being baptised..yeah my co-worker...

it's her at the back..use some eye power to see..(X_X)

Ok, i'm sure u can see this..that's her and Pastor Joseph..

The man in white is a father who just got baptise, it was so touching to see him being water baptised and hearin his story of why he decided to get baptised. His wife just passed away this year march and he didn't become a christian till recently in the water baptism class. His youngest daughter lilian also got baptised today. Cool huh? I will wanna get water baptised with my dad too...

Me and my sister...it was soo sooo touching to see how she was a non-b, bring her to church, see how she grew as a christian, how she got water baptised today, how she confess today to follow Jesus till the rest of her life...
She's leaving in a week's time..With all these in my heart...I started tearing when I hugged her after she got baptised..

and here's the pictures of us crying when we hugged..when we looked into each other's eyes,knowing we'll never see each other again, being so grateful towards each other and thinking about our friendship not only at Disney but also in the Lord...oh gosh, we cried like we're both dying...
sound like we're lesbians huh..hahaha but it's the friendship we had for each other. well..I don't know why but my friends at church insisted to take a picture of us crying...

it's hard to leave her, she's the only one that made me cried so hard..Well..she find me a blessing to bring her to church and help her grow, but I guess she had to know she's a blessing from God to me too. Seeing her grow and sharing a friendship with her is the greatest joy..

She'll definitely be missed...I hope i'll not cry as bad when she leaves..

Recently..work became very quiet because many of my close friends left. I began to miss home and began to want to go home to where everyone used to be. I finally had my new york trip settled, i'll be there from the 3rd sept to 6th sept. I am excited!!! Also I finally got in contact with the Hope LA people...i'll be visiting them before I come back to Singapore. Exciting too.. i've heard some stories about the youth group there, they need materials in training shepherds and CLS..whee...this kind of things drive me crazy..it makes me want to and have to just do something!!!

There are so many things I want to do before I leave. my last 2 months here..i want to make it a huge blast with God!! come on christine...time to grow!!!....

12:32 PM ♥

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Month of Goodbyes

I have just too many things to fill this blog with, a thousand thoughts are in my mind now. In anyway, this month is going to be a month of goodbyes. In Chinese it's the month of Ghost, wahahaha papa ask me to take care so funny. ohh wells, anyway this is a month of goodbyes because a bunch of friends just left yesterday. And Each of this week in august, different close co-workers are gonna end their program and leave
Here's some pictures of the cool dudes who left:(

This is Montse from Mexico

On your right in Monica,also from Mexico, the one on your left isn't leaving that soon

Ohhh, These are my hong kong co-workers, the ones on extreme left (Gina) and right (Stacy) left yesterday, the other 2 are leaving next week.

This is Astrid, another hong kong girl that left yesterday.

Oh this is an awesome girl named Greta, she's a crazy outgoing girl

Anotnio, also from Mexico, my buddy..awhh..i'm missing him already. This is our last pancake together

Lorraine, from Scotland. She's another really friendly awesome girl.

Itsaso from Spain..

Flor, a really sweet and nice girl from Mexico also.

This is my baby gina, hehe I gave her a kiss before she left..

Some other random and crazy pictures of me and my co-workers:

Crazy bus pictures..

another random bus pic..

me and the hong kong girls on the bus

Sexy huh..haha

This entire long table is filled with the WOD (world of Disney) people...

Seeing these people leaving me was a really painful thing..
On the last day of their work, all of us went to Perkins, this restaurant to do a farewell supper. there was like over 20 of us there. we went there at like 145am. ate,took pictures, saying loads of goodbyes. I teared while saying goodbye to the hong kong people, somehow they were the closest to me out of all that were leaving. I would especially miss Gina...
Yesterday, there was supposedly a last farewell party, but it was a failure, hardly anyone turned up,we ended up walk in around the apartments looking for people, just hanging all around. I was all tired and hungry, didn't get home till like 430plus in the morning. I was sad but couldn't feel the sadness till this morning when I woke up...

I opened my eyes telling myself " They left, I will never see them again..."
It's just amazing, somehow I am really not very close to these people, but I just felt so sad knowing that they left.
it is about missing their presence at work, missing their smiling faces i see everyday at work, miss just hanging out with them in the break room. I spent only 2-3 months with them and they unknowingly had a place in my heart...

The sad thing about these separation is to know that we would never ever meet each other ever again in life unless a miracle happens. I am not being pessimistic about it, just stating a for someone whom I am very close with, I would probably only get to meet her a few times again.
It's a bittersweet thing...I enjoyed every moment i spent with these people, they created loads of beautiful memories for me in my life in WOD, I thank God for giving me the chance to meet so so so many awesome people from all around the world.
It is because of all these sweetness they left in my heart that cause me to grieve in seeing them leave. now it feels so so so bitter, the thought of no longer seeing them anymore just makes me feel so horrible...

Work's just yucky, it's these people that kept me going...I can't imagine seeing the rest of the people leave the coming weeeks, at the end of this month..all my close co-workers would all have left..I really have no idea how i'll pull through all these work...

all these separations is making me want to do so many more things before I leave. I hate regrets, I don't want to regret not having enough fun, not seeing enough things, not going to enough place, not seeing enough things or not eaten enough and most importantly, not cherishing the people around me at this moment....I don't want to leave with regrets...

Anyway today is Singapore's Birthday! Happy Birthday my home and country! I am starting to miss home, am I alittle late to start missing? I somehow don't miss home, I guess because I know I would be back home..it's where i know i'll be back very soon. Well I will be back soon, back with my friends, my family and my life.. so I would rather think of how i can cherish my this once in a lifetime moment here....

11:47 AM ♥