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MY BEAUTIFUL LIFE

GIVEN BY MY BEAUTIFUL LOVER.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
it is ALL over:D

first and foremost...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PRETTY RANDOM 1. she's hot pretty and really caring friend. my morden mom!! she's the best example of a pretty hip mom!...hahaha celebrated her birthday on mon at Fish and Co...oh hahaha it was a whole time of laughter n nonsense.. she was saboed by the staff there. hehehe oh btw, my clique of frenz are called the Yoyo and Random company (Y&R co for short) hahaha. don't ask me why yoyo, but stacie and me is random 1 &2 respectively, cos we are random! am i that random? hahaha...k i am...

alrights!!! i've just conquored 7 deadly projects...man first time in my life i've been through so much stress. okie, but still, through these projects, i've learnt tons of things, writing speech after speech....typing reports after reports...so glad,i need not do all that for the next six months.


really thankful for the hope and strength that God has given to me for the pass 3 crazy weeks. last fri was the toughest part..had to finish my part of the report, prepare dmm, confirm song n choreo steps all in that one night. couldn't quite take it that time, it was like so many things calling out to me at a time. i couldn't give up on any and wanted to give my best to do all of them. stopped down n really talk to God all about this and found release....God really brought me through that night. managed to prepare a teaching for dmm on fasting n praying, found the right songs n choreo some steps..the next morning woke up really early and did some of the report plus the recommendations. i think if i haven't sought God, i really would break down.


really thank a few peeps who stood by me through this period of time....their little efforts meant alot alot alot to me...

Yong Mei, jolene, Wendy, Fong yee, Sharlene, Dewen- those smses meant alot to me. they spured me to go on....

Pascale- thank you for standing up for me and understanding me so much....

Jia li- those skittles and tic tac was one of the sweetest act...

hahaha my love language is acts of service, little acts of helping me, i appreciate from my heart.


well, i'm good not cos i could make it on my own, because i have a God that loves me, because i have this bunch of friends to make me who i am today.


k let's share some of my recent convictions...whoa everytime, ULM (Unit Leader's Meeting) is like a burning session, each time i leave that meeting, my heart seems like it is all fired up! last sunday's ULM was like the most convicting ULM. I believe in really mutual sharing n encouragement. that meeting was basically all the leaders sharing their learnings n convictions in the LC they've attended, and some sharing by Shirley.


"The success of ministry is proportionate to our consecration to God"- Pastor Simon Eng. Amen and Amen to this...serving God till the end is all about meetin God everyday, talk to him...quite like having a invisible boyfriend...simple yeah? yeps, i'll keep it simple too... i'm just so excited to walk with God like that every single day too.


and Shirls talked about serving God will all clarity of what we want to do for God. We only have one life. if we want to serve, serve with all heart and passion, i can't waste this one life away! i gotta do this one life a justice man!!! one life to live, soon it will pass, only what's done for Christ will last-----life vision statement.


And most importantly, everyone was just so excited to plant a church cos our church has this M238 by yer 2015..meaning having a million church in 238 countries by year 2015. sounds crazy? but yeah this generation of youths will be the one completing it. and i want to be part of this!! so it means this time 6 months being Orlando would be a great start!...don't know how to express my desperateness in wanting God to do something through me!!....



12:38 AM ♥

Wednesday, January 16, 2008
It's all gonna be over
alrights! i just finished my appreciating leisure lifestyle project presentation. It was tough trying to pronounce all the words like Pinot Noir, Brussels, Pancatte and Cipillioni onions. hahaha anyway praise be to God, my group presented really well with confidence, our tutor praised us for a good presentation. hahaha yeps

on monday, i attended the first WAM (a meeting for all the singers, dances,musicans and media pple) night of the year...reminded that Eph 3:20-22 meaning i not only have God's power working outside of me, it is also working powerfully in me(: and when i depend on him, glory be to God! so will really depend on Him for my dance choreo, projects,exams and my ministry. talking about ministry reminds me about d-wen,mei,jo n ting being away in LC(Leadership Conference which only leaders can attend)..arghhh...i think i'll have to wait for the end of the year. i must and will go. but i really miss those away...

christine praying" Father i pray that you would speak and place your vision n heartbeat into each and everyone of them. let them be so refreshed, renewed and empowered"

anyway i'm crazy over this guy who sang this song-新不了情
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=85YopcjdC_U check it out if u're free. it's soooo good...he sang it sooo well. okie i came across this song because Joanne told me about it.

okie last night, i read from Matt, forgot which chapter, but i remember that God reminded me how each and every single individual means to him. so i'll love and give grace just like how i'm shown grace and love to. alrights...shall be qionging my MICE (Meeting Incentives Convenction and Exhibition) project today. yeah jia you bah!! enjoying every part of this stress, because after all these, i'll have half a year without this stress.

you're the center of my focus...

3:09 PM ♥

Monday, January 14, 2008
Project and me
hahaha sometimes i really wonder who reads my dead blog man, i'm trying really hard to blog...trust me i'm trying. hahaha...k thanks to those to who DO read my blog. anyway life now is very much like projects and projects, don't really have me in it. this kind of life is really meaningless, but i would prefer this than studyin n memorising a chunk of words.
thank God for God in my life..seriously, there are too many times when i really feel like throwing in the towel and just give up, but He is the motivation in my life.

well 3 down, 4 more to go...the last 3 was enjoyable cos business law and Human resource management was presented by skit. i practically lowered my market value...it's minus zero le...i acted as PCK with a rasin as my mole?!? okie then for HRM i became a turban bell girl with that white towel wrapped over my head....hilarious but i seriously enjoyed it all. My class's really creative...so many surprises in the skit.

as competetive as it is in my class, i thank God for this environment (though i hate it) because it pushes me to do my best, it squeeze the best out of me. 3 more weeks before my sem ends, before my year 2 ends. next half a year i'll be free from projects AND exams, so chris is just gonna enjoy all that proj n exams.

know what? my exams ends by 05 feb. that means "I CAN ENJOY CNY!!!!" hahahaha jealous? okie...but it's super stressful. thank God, first time i can really enjoy new year and end of exams.

i'm super excited, almost every night i'll be dreaming of 3 mths down the road, how it would be like. at the same time, i'm missing everything and everyone that is around me, the night lights in singappre, the goody food here, the MRT n bus i'm ridin on, my papa n mum, my frens, my group...

papa comes into my room every night and tell me " ting arh..you really going? i will miss you, no one will talk to me after u leave" :( that breaks my heart....hehehe but i need to grow up n be independent....so yeah....that's the way it is...

well 4 more to go..Christine shall go on enjoying it!!...new quote of my life "Purity of heart is to will ONE thing" yeah...loving God with all i am...it is God's presence in my life that satisfy (this sentence just touched my heart recently)

3:16 PM ♥

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