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Saturday, August 9, 2008

Month of Goodbyes

I have just too many things to fill this blog with, a thousand thoughts are in my mind now. In anyway, this month is going to be a month of goodbyes. In Chinese it's the month of Ghost, wahahaha papa ask me to take care so funny. ohh wells, anyway this is a month of goodbyes because a bunch of friends just left yesterday. And Each of this week in august, different close co-workers are gonna end their program and leave
Here's some pictures of the cool dudes who left:(

This is Montse from Mexico

On your right in Monica,also from Mexico, the one on your left isn't leaving that soon

Ohhh, These are my hong kong co-workers, the ones on extreme left (Gina) and right (Stacy) left yesterday, the other 2 are leaving next week.

This is Astrid, another hong kong girl that left yesterday.

Oh this is an awesome girl named Greta, she's a crazy outgoing girl

Anotnio, also from Mexico, my buddy..awhh..i'm missing him already. This is our last pancake together

Lorraine, from Scotland. She's another really friendly awesome girl.

Itsaso from Spain..

Flor, a really sweet and nice girl from Mexico also.

This is my baby gina, hehe I gave her a kiss before she left..

Some other random and crazy pictures of me and my co-workers:

Crazy bus pictures..

another random bus pic..

me and the hong kong girls on the bus

Sexy huh..haha

This entire long table is filled with the WOD (world of Disney) people...

Seeing these people leaving me was a really painful thing..
On the last day of their work, all of us went to Perkins, this restaurant to do a farewell supper. there was like over 20 of us there. we went there at like 145am. ate,took pictures, saying loads of goodbyes. I teared while saying goodbye to the hong kong people, somehow they were the closest to me out of all that were leaving. I would especially miss Gina...
Yesterday, there was supposedly a last farewell party, but it was a failure, hardly anyone turned up,we ended up walk in around the apartments looking for people, just hanging all around. I was all tired and hungry, didn't get home till like 430plus in the morning. I was sad but couldn't feel the sadness till this morning when I woke up...

I opened my eyes telling myself " They left, I will never see them again..."
It's just amazing, somehow I am really not very close to these people, but I just felt so sad knowing that they left.
it is about missing their presence at work, missing their smiling faces i see everyday at work, miss just hanging out with them in the break room. I spent only 2-3 months with them and they unknowingly had a place in my heart...

The sad thing about these separation is to know that we would never ever meet each other ever again in life unless a miracle happens. I am not being pessimistic about it, just stating a for someone whom I am very close with, I would probably only get to meet her a few times again.
It's a bittersweet thing...I enjoyed every moment i spent with these people, they created loads of beautiful memories for me in my life in WOD, I thank God for giving me the chance to meet so so so many awesome people from all around the world.
It is because of all these sweetness they left in my heart that cause me to grieve in seeing them leave. now it feels so so so bitter, the thought of no longer seeing them anymore just makes me feel so horrible...

Work's just yucky, it's these people that kept me going...I can't imagine seeing the rest of the people leave the coming weeeks, at the end of this month..all my close co-workers would all have left..I really have no idea how i'll pull through all these work...

all these separations is making me want to do so many more things before I leave. I hate regrets, I don't want to regret not having enough fun, not seeing enough things, not going to enough place, not seeing enough things or not eaten enough and most importantly, not cherishing the people around me at this moment....I don't want to leave with regrets...

Anyway today is Singapore's Birthday! Happy Birthday my home and country! I am starting to miss home, am I alittle late to start missing? I somehow don't miss home, I guess because I know I would be back home..it's where i know i'll be back very soon. Well I will be back soon, back with my friends, my family and my life.. so I would rather think of how i can cherish my this once in a lifetime moment here....

11:47 AM ♥