One Precious Life...

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

God doesn't call the qualified, he qualifies the call

oh i had a new hair cut..didn't quite like it at first but i'm beginning to fall in love with it
i cut it at far east for $30 (wash,blow,straighten and cut)
i love stage!! stage=xiao zhu,show lou. sadly, this cap doesn't belong to me..it jacq's
oh this is me and denise acting dao...haha and this is our ESS hello love's outfit
this is yen li and denise..acting dao too
ohh haha i'm frequenting my blogging habits. Praise the Lord cos our dance IS progressing, our steps are really well choreographed, i personally like the entire production alot, exciting, very exciting! i felt that every single production we did, it really is the best, meaning we are growing from glory to glory.. we're like 3 days away from the real thing. thinking about it invites butterflies into my stomach.

anyway yesterday i met my clique for our slumber party. we went to Minds Cafe in the afternoon. we played Taboo, Ugly Ugly Ugly, Animal Game and The Game of Life Simpson. Jessica brought her boyfriend along, so hahaha he's part of the Random company, so it's not that bad playing with him. i was his Taboo partner twice and yeah i'm just bad at it so is he, hence, we lost. but it was really fun,Ugly Ugly Ugly n the Animal Game was voilent, Jessica screamed really loud haha. In the Game of Life, christine's the richest! hahaha i've got like 1.3 million at the end of it, feels good but well, it always goes in back into the box. well life is like this too, no matter how hard i try to win or try to earn or how much i achieve in career, it ALL GOES BACK into that box. when i lie in that coffin, everything returns back to zero. i can't hold onto any single thing.
i don't mean i'll not do anything with my life, but i'll invest in the things which i can still hold even after i die, that is souls whom i'll meet in eternity.
ohh okie continuing about my slumber party, i went for WAM night after that. learnt that dances really gotta be aware of pride etc, i agree..stage ministry is a glam ministry. we got to really guard our hearts. this talent is given by God and would be used to glorify God as well (:
following that, i went back to jasline's place and played majong!!whoa..it's a very fun game, but very addictive too. i won quite a fair bit..we didn't use money but chips, the loser had to finish up the leftover fish.

today after dance, apinun me and yen li went for dinner. we began talking about the issue of BGR. i do agree that it is possible to manage self spiritual life, studies, ministry and this relationship. however, it is still the line between best and better. the best is definitely to give full devotion of our youths to God now. the right guy will come somehow. and i made a promise with God long time ago saying unless i'm able to let God everything and know that God can full satisfy, i'll not get attached. i don't want to rely on someone else more than i rely on God. plus, we come together to do MORE...it's more than just to help one another. so that's the reason why i am still single....an estimate of the age of getting attached? 25? yeah..no rush...

last sunday we went for ULM and God reminded me about having a child like heart and faith towards Him. yep one that is not stained by the sin and fully devoted to God. my obession? the love of my entire life? God...hahaha sounds crazy but well, this is the only obsession that doesn't harm=) that ULM was special, we watched a teaching on video by Bill Hybels, he's a preacher and pastor of Willow Creek Community in the States, i'm his big fan! the title of the teaching was "the power of clarity". the one thing a leader owes his or her followers? clarity...
the clarify of the messgae: Substitutionary Atonement. someone atoned for all our sins, we NEED NOT, absolutely need not do anything to pay back. Jesus foot the entire bill! isn't that awesome? yeps, people really really really matters to God!

tml i'll be sowing on this Jurong Ville sec 2 girl, cool! praying that it'll go on well..yeah! i'll blog soon, really soon....once again! come for Hello love or being someone there! 23 March, sat. 1215 or 230 at Cuppage Plaza. i'm dancing=)

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